Okay so as a child that was raised by the internet, videogames have been in my life for as long as I can remember and have had an enormous impact in multiple aspects of my life, for example my music taste! when I was in elementary school I'd spend hours listening to FNAF songs made by artists like DAgames, Tryhardninja, NateWantsToBattle, JTmusic and Random Encounters (and to this day I still do but don't tell anyone) but I think my favorite artist of this genre has always been The Stupendium, I think they have a very charming discography, their puns are amazing, the music videos are always wonderful, their voice is really nice to listen to (I love people with accents), I really like how they focus on the worldbuilding instead of just narrating the events of the game and I like how they make music about games nobody else has really made a song about, their music is really good

So imagine my surprise when I'm scrolling through YouTube and suddenly I encounter a a video where they're announcing something I click not really knowing what to expect and I'm met with the surpise THEY'RE FOUNDING THEIR OWN GAME STUDIO, first thing I do upon fiding this infomation is going to their new YouTube account dedicated to their game studio and in there they only have 1 video where they say "there's nothing to be found here" in a way that obviosuly indicates this is an ARG, I go to the comment section and everyone agrees it's definetly an ARG, I go to the official website and I admit I kind of cheated after not finding anything unusual aside from the weirdly colored letters in the blog posts and I found a comment that says the secret URL is https://stupendiumsoftworks.com/secret/ and indeed it was! when you type that URL it asks for a password, I tried "contract" since that's the password you get when you combine all the weirldly colored letters in the blogs and it worked but now I'm kinda stuck, there's 3 different ways to progress here 1-the "Intercepted Transmission" at the top who I'm not sure which laguange it's using 2-the BuggyLink.txt that reminds me I don't know as much as I think I do about coding because I have no idea how to debug this and 3-Origins-protected.pdf which says it's password protected "for now" so it leads me to think this can't be solved for now and we just have to wait so if anyone's reading this and has figured something, literally anything about this ARG, PLEASE E-mail:Samm42w@gmail.com me or sign my guestbooks or just let me know any way you can

I'm probably just being dramatic but there's been a recurring pattern in my life I recently started to notice that is driving me insane and I don't know how much longer I will be able to live like this

To keep it short I always try my best to listen to others but i rarely ever feel like others listen to me, when I was a child I don't think anyone aside from my closest friends (and even those are debatable) took me or my interests seriously, whenever I talked about something that made me happy people were always dissmisive, I got interrumpted, ignored or even made fun of so with time I learnt to avoid talking too much, I was the quiet "low-maintenance" kid that never caused trouble and rarely asked for things and I spent most of my time talking to myself because I didn't want to waste other people's time

But as I grew up I developed some nice friendships where we all cared for each other and always tried to not make anyone feel lieft out or at least that's what I tried to do, I know how horrible it feels when you realize you've been talking for a long time about something you're truly passionate about and nobody was listening so whenever someone talks to me I always try my best to listen and make i sound like I'm interested even when I couldn't care less out of respect because I don't want them to feel ignored and I don't believe my friends are returning the favor

I have to endure long explanations of topics I don't care about because I know explaining it makes the other person happy, I have to watch really boring movies and TV shows because it's my friend's favorite and I know they are excited about showing it to me but I can't even waste their time a little bit with some fun trivia I learnt because I'm met with "oh, I wasn't listening" "you were being annoying" or complete silence (usually accompanied by them looking at their phones) and normally I would just think "wow those people are huge assholes" and move on with my day but it has happened so often that I'm starting to believe I'm the problem, maybe I'm just inherently annoying, maybe I always overstay my welcome in conversations or maybe I'm not as good of a listener as I think I am and people are just treating me the same way I treat them without realizing it

This section is kind of like a microblog where I just talk about things that happen in my life but that aren't noteworthy enough to get their own blog post and are mostly just random thoughts and events that I wanted to share, here's is also where I talk about my feelings and motivation the most so if you notice I haven't updated in a while just check here and I'll proably have a post talking about how busy I am or something

Right now I'm super exhausted, I've been adding site updates almost every day since the day I created this website and I'm so dang tired because no matter how many updates I add it really feels like I'm barely making any progress at all so for now I'm gonna take a break of a few weeks where I'm either not going to update at all or only add very minor updates